Faith and Not Fear

So lately I've been kind of cleaning house spiritually. I'm starting to discover who the Lord really is. I've been trying to open my mind to the things he wants to teach and the things he is teaching me. I've really had to learn to keep the faith and not fear. When things look scary and out of place I think our faith becomes small, hidden or it disappears at least that's how it is in my case. I feel like I've just been observing lately...sometimes I've felt that I was on the outside looking in, but now I see that it's been a good thing because I've come to realize how important the people around me are. I just look at all my brothers and sisters in the Kingdom and I'm just in awe. It makes me feel safe to know that I have them. Safe. that's another word another thing that we like to feel. Lately I haven't been feeling that way...It seems that I've been living in constant fear. Maybe that's why the Lord has been pointing out all the beautiful people in my life. REVELATION!! haha isn't the Lord great!! Love~